Mrs.Bloom

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-03-19T10:20:00

2005-03-19T18:10:32Z

So honestly, how could you say those things
when you know they don't mean anything
And you know very well
that I can't keep my hands to myself,
hands to myself

I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-03-15T21:35:00

2005-03-16T05:25:14Z

You always said I had a hard time saying what's on my mind.
Well, here it goes: I hate you for what you've done to me.

that fits so much i feel like it was written for me.

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-03-12T18:35:00

2005-03-13T02:26:31Z

amnesia, really need ya
i wanna lose my mind
in a place that i won't find

forgetting is hard
when you're the only one
that made things easy
you're the only one that eases me

i remember the times
when my shoulder held your head
and i would wonder
how did they find
such a perfect fit
oh how i wondered
(i never wanted to take you home)

amnesia, really need ya
i wanna lose my mind
in a place that i won't find

so call me now
you know that you want to
i need to hear your voice
to talk me back into existence

That song seems to sum up some of it...And at the same time its like the exact opposite. Ugh its all too confusing.

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-03-09T19:23:00

2005-03-10T03:14:49Z

Hmm ya so he either makes me miserable or ecstatic. not good but great at the same time. I want to be in one of my great moods right now, I am addicted to those I really am. I just REALLY want to be in just a great great great mood right now. I was yesterday and the day before. But now things all seem to be goin to shit. Again. Damnit.

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-03-04T21:22:00

2005-03-05T05:40:26Z

Yes it is the invasion of pink

Pink cheers me up alot I dont know why it just does. So ya I decided to do some pink redecorating here. I was thinkin it would be cool if I gave my room some pink cause well it would make me happy.

So yes I am going junior prom dress shopping this weekend which will be really fun. I have some stuff in mind. I saw this really cute turquoise dress at Macy's today but i dont think its very prom-ish.

I like this one but NOT white, cause well that is boring. I want a kinda bright color but not like neon green or anything cause I dont feel like looking like a highlighter.

Happy

Contrasted Mucho. I like my eyes in this pic they look really cool. I wish they were on high contrast all the live long day.

I miss the grinding concrete
where we sat past 8 or 9
and slowly finished laughing
in the glow of our headlights
Ive given alot of thought
to the nights we used to have
the days have come and gone
our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing
on your bedroom floor
where I laid and told you
but you sweared you loved me more

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-02-19T19:45:00

2005-02-20T03:38:24Z

ugh my weekend has SUCKED so far. I seriusly have nothing to do everyone is busy with something or other and I'must sitting here fixin all the stuff on my computer. FUN FUN. And ya I dont know its just not that great. Maybe I will call my friend...

Anyways I got the notebook and I havent watched it yet so maybe I will do that?

I am in complete love with that movie it is truly awesome haha if worst come to worst I can always start dig cameraing everything in site. Yes I know thats not a word.

Ciao all

I hope it rains some more. thatd be cool.

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-02-17T15:44:00

2005-02-17T23:37:24Z

I LOVE sex and the city. haha that show is so awesome its like my gulty pleasure on TBS. well along with Friends of course. I miss The Assistant thought that was hilarious

Anyways I love Allison cause Giovanni now has some brand spankin new dice for his mirror. (Ps giovanni is my car dont get too confused).ANd yes I am now the proud owner of a Legolas Ducttape wallet. Very cool.

Oh ya my friend is acting like a complete bitch. not cool.

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-02-16T17:43:00

2005-02-17T01:43:33Z

i will be your screech and crash if you will be my crutch and cast
i will be your one more time if you will be my one last chance
so fall for me

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-02-13T13:05:00

2005-02-13T20:59:06Z

Ya i love thursday their songs are so awesome. but um well lets see wats goin on with that situation? I hate its like everything is turning completely upside down and its so annoying. GAWD what do u want from me? its been freakin more than half a year! ure just acting so ncie one day and the next its like oh ya u dont remember all the things u said to me. And i want to forget all about you and I want to forget everything you said. Remember all those stupid promises? And i beleived u like an idiot would, promising me you would never be the one to say that. But you were and sometimes I hate you for it. I hate that I can forgive u in an instant and that I cant hate you for more than 5 minutes. At least not really.

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-02-02T19:01:00

2005-02-03T02:52:59Z

I am in the process of changin my layout but i cant figure out what to do i definetly dont like all the pinkness of this one

any suggestions?

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-01-22T22:59:00

2005-01-23T07:02:23Z

I have a crush. yay! finally its been too long. Like I have a serious one. its pretty darn awesome. I met him at a party last year, hes tall. haha yes big difference from well..nevermind. But ya i dunno hes my type and stuff. and i woulda seen him today but ya know i didnt cause the party was too far. he offered to take me but i woulda felt hella bad having him drive me around and back and stuff cause its far. im stupid i proba shoulda gone. w.e i think i like him

why does he have to live kinda far? i have no luck i tell u. but still just havin a crush is nice hes cute too. u know wats wierd hehas the exact same bday as my ex. strange shit i tell u.

Happines is a rainbow of sharpies.....

so are we playing for keeps.
these days begin and they don't end for weeks.
leave me left out of anything to do with you.
excuse me while I fall apart.
don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
do you have to make this so hard?

you're so good at pretending everything is alright.
you're as welcome as cancer, but my door is always unlocked.

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-01-16T00:40:00

2005-01-16T08:33:10Z

Party was pretty good. my friend got hellla wasted though. wierd since she drank like pretty much the same amount i did, i think that i can hold my alcohol well. again very strange cause im kinda little lol

anyways ttyl i gotta cause i jus do

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-01-13T16:47:00

2005-01-14T00:42:35Z

Good job you fooled me again, how do you manage it everytime. So swift and beleiveable, its hard to doubt. And everytime I promise myself ill never make the same mistake again. Its already been made so many times maybe I just dont remember what it is in the first place.

First with your hands and then with your mouth. A downpour of sweat, damp cotton clouds. I was a fool, you were my friend. We made it happen.

You took off your clothes, left on the light. You stood there so brave. You used to be shy. Each feature improved, each movement refined and eyes like a showroom.

Now they are spreading out the blankets on the beach. That weatherman is a liar. He said it would be raining but it is clear and blue as far as I can see.

Left by the lamp, right next to the bed, on a cartoon cat pat she scratched with a pen, "Everything is as it has always been. This never happened. Don't take it so bad it is nothing you did. It's just once something dies you can't make it live. You are a beautiful boy. You're a sweet little kid but I am a woman." So I laid back down and wrapped myself up in the sheet. And I must have looked like a ghost because something frightened me and since then I've been so good at vanishing.

Now I do as I please and lie through my teeth. Someone might get hurt but it won't be me. I should probably feel cheap but I just feel free and a little bit empty. No it isn't so hard to get close to me. There will be no arguments. We will always agree. And I will try and be kind when I ask you to leave. We will both take it easy. But if you stay too long inside my memory, I will trap you in a song tied to a melody and I will keep you there so you can't bother me.

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-01-11T18:30:00

2005-01-12T02:24:04Z

Hmmm interesting

Damnit its like everytime im ONE HUNDRED PERCENT SURE OF SOMETHING it all goes to shit

w.e dussle is quite determined to stand in the way lol

I love my best friend. alot. It makes up for all the other problems

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-01-06T20:47:00

2005-01-07T04:46:55Z

I love that new kelly clarkson song yes, even though she completly tries to be Avril Lavigne. I dont care about either of them but I do like the song ok. I LIKE IT!

anyways today was okay, geez school its jus like spiraling down and down and down and down. not grades but like i dunno other stuff

and today i think i hella ran a red light cause i was too busy tryin to make a left turn so ppl hella honked at me. It was kinda wierd I hate it when I dont pay attention it scared me. I get scared of crashes ok. not that I actually crashed.

And I dunno I didnt talk to him today. Too bad hes darn cute. Oh well. I need to like someone like really really really bad its getting pretty annoying. I am in a boyhood rut. I cant like anyone its so annoying. Even more annoying than liking someone you cant have.

At least its Friday Tommorrow thats nice. I like Fridays, then on Sat I shall go shop my little heart out cause you know what clothes make me feel better.

Is it wrong to love a pirate? I think not.

On a totally completely topic I find this insanley funny.

and this

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-01-03T18:22:00

2005-01-04T02:15:42Z

All we ever wanted was
Love and love and happy afternoons
Watching TV from your room
While you're laying in my arms
And I know it's not fair to me
To see this love walk right by me everyday
Will we ever meet the right way

Tonight I will sit next to you
To see if you act like we're through
To make you laugh is all I want
I'll hold you while tears fill our eyes

sweet_mistake8 @ 2005-01-03T18:12:00

2005-01-04T02:13:53Z

This Year isnt so great. Its like everything has completely changed and everyone. I mean the whole group is completely like wierd. I dont feel that my friends are really my best friends the way they were before. We are all drifting off into a thousand different directions and its hard. Im not saying Im not either I know I have. I know Im not the same person anymore, its wierd I guess it just changed me thats all. Its just kinda hard to be with them and not be able to talk about things because im afraid they will completely judge me. W.E Its been a long time and I dont really care anymore. Damn I cant even lie to myself anymore....

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It's about time that I came clean with you
I'm no longer fine, I'm no longer running smooth
I though that I found myself under something new
Just one more line I repeat over and over again
'Till I'm blue in the face with a choking regret
Because I talk in circles 'round you on my bed
Can't say I blame you one bit when you kept it all inside
When you left that night
It's about time that you got sick of me
No longer fun, and so far from interesting
I thought that I found me a cure for feeling old
Just one more line to keep me sleeping loudly and cold
In disgraced with a shameful regret
As I talk in tongues to myself in my bed
Can't say I blame you one bit when you kept it all inside
When you left that night
And all that followed fell like mercury to hell
Somehow we lost our heads for the last time
And all that followed fell like mercury to hell
Somehow we lost our heads for the last time
And I don't dream since I quit sleeping
And I haven't slept since I met you
And you can't breathe without coughing at daytime
And neither can I
So what do you say?
Your coffin, or mine?

sweet_mistake8 @ 2004-12-28T12:35:00

2004-12-28T20:29:25Z

I am proceeding to color my hair what will happen no one knows....

I want it to be a lighter brown but I hope the red from the last dye doesnt take over and completely sabotage my hair ....

w.e i get to go snowboardin soon.

sweet_mistake8 @ 2004-12-11T22:08:00

2004-12-12T06:02:43Z

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I feel quite shitty at the moment and u?

sweet_mistake8 @ 2004-12-07T20:02:00

2004-12-08T04:02:49Z

He's in the back of your mind
all of the time forge
love leave.forget.
And when I sit alone
I think of what you said
better off just friends
I'm better off just dead

And the hardest thing I do
is wake up without you
when everything falls apart
the emptiness leaves a mark

I miss you. now more than ever.

The funny thing is, I dont even know why I miss u.

sweet_mistake8 @ 2004-12-06T19:41:00

2004-12-07T03:37:32Z

I miss him. again. damnit this hella sucks. why does this year suck so bad? WHY? i mean maybe this is what I get for last year mainly being so fun. almost everything was perfect. cept grades. funny now everything BUT grades is crappy. funny how life goes. i swear though i know i shouldnt be complaining over such little crap considering other people have it so bad. But i still really wish things were better. Lunch especially. its so boring. and school. and most of my classes. and AH i cant wait till we go to cancun. maybe ill have some fun there. please lord let me have some fun there.

sweet_mistake8 @ 2004-12-03T22:35:00

2004-12-04T06:30:19Z

Ya im helpin my guy friend pick out a corsage for his date. funny thing he used to like me and now hes gettin this girl such a pretty 25 buck corsage. hmm im kinda bitter i just wish i actually was atttracted to him. hes a nice guy....

darnit i really wanna find someone to actually like. im sick of being so bored of everything u know?

junior sucks ass right now.

sweet_mistake8 @ 2004-11-29T18:36:00

2004-11-30T02:31:43Z

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

DAMNIT I FAILED AGAIN!!!!

I want to drive so bad. and i always make the stupidest mistakes.....

oh well third times the charm? it damn well better be

tre bien?

2004-11-28T08:34:24Z

Nothin much here. I just finished watching the breakfast club. man my friend always said that was a good movie but i didnt know it was that good.It rocks!

ya other than that its the same ol same ol ive still got a shitload of hw and not enough time....

driver test monday....pray for me. I REFUSE TO FAIL AGAIN. I hope I hope I hope I hope....

I LOVE Mr. Feeny!!!

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Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time....

I miss you

anyways im out. i do miss him though. dunno why? Damnit its hard its been hella days and I hate how I keep remmeber the good and ignoring the bad.I need to focus on the bad.

AHHH!

2004-11-26T04:42:14Z

Green day concert yesterday was fruckin awesome!

Yes i Love billie joel armstrong he was tres amazing. and him and mr. depp are the ONLY guys that can look that hot in eyeliner.

Anyways the line was huge, it was like 3 blocks! im not kiddin ppls. and i got there an hour before it started. so i hella thought id get like balcony seats since it was general admission. but now i squeezed into the floor and apart frmo some minor bruises i had an awesome time. damn i love green day

i tried to get my film developed today. howironic THE ONE DAY COSTCO ISNT OPEN! i swear...very strange. i will have to wait till 2morrow. not happy bout it.

also. i dont like this layout new one will be coming soon. and it will be so much better!
SO MUCH BETTER!

have lotsa homework. damn